stephanie

2007-08-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

hello guys. i created my new blog. so... yea.

www.armedtinkerbell.blogspot.com

do visit and tag kay :) relink me too!!!

now... i cant finally dislatch myself from the past!!! im not deleting this blog though, im not posting here anymore, thats all.yea.

lol. bye bye old me.

hello new miss attitude.

2007-08-30T19:45:00.000+08:00

sigh. cant believe it the term is almost over. one more day!!! (to be spent at bird park)(oh and jurong point)...

well, today, the morning started with assembly. ok fine, i was almost crying. seriously. and when prof lai handed the school flag to dr hang... everyone was screaming no. gah. couldnt let him hear anyway, ruin our image.

still, cant believe prof lai is leaving already. he was the one who went to talk at my school, and the one who inspired me to join the school... sigh. why does it have to end like this~~~~~~~~~~

anyway. jump jump jump jump to free period!!! played badminton like HELL. ok? wont be surprised if my arms break off tmr. timo was very accident prone today. got hit by wen bo, fell when trying to catch the shuttlecock, and i think he tripped somewhere too. sigh. poor timo. suhang and i got totally trashed by yuki. gaaah.

was trying uber hard not to fall asleep during french. suhang and i were like, sitting there with our eyes half closed, brain totally shut down.... -.-zzz *suhang pokes me* YEOWCH! *looks at her laughing evil-ly* yup thats how we managed to keep awake.

sigh. i'll try to sneak back into peps tomorrow morning. and hopefully... i'll run into him.

2007-08-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

gah. double posting. need to waste the last few posts. this aint wasting though.

theres no use crying over spilt milk. hello, learnt this in primary school! its true! whats the point of moaning over what has already happened? get back up! the thing that really wins the battle is perseverence!!! think about what you are GOING TO DO, not what you ALREADY DID. i mean, if everyone broke down and gave up everytime something doesnt turn out the way it is, the world would be in a mess now! take thomas edison for example! how many times did he fail in making an effective light bulb? thousands! if he just simply gave up after the first failure, would there be lights now?

one more thing. if you yourself dont even believe in your own abilities, who will? who is the one living your life? who can control what you do?

YOU are the one in ultimate control of your life.
YOU are the pilot of your own life (quoted from the suite life of zack and cody).
YOU are the one making choices for yourself. people can only advice you. you are the one who chooses whether you want to take their advice.

believe in yourself! believe in what you can do! this is the best boost!

and when your feeling the world is against you, dont forget.

you got friends =).

2007-08-29T16:24:00.000+08:00

hellos people. wasting posts again. bwahahahaha.

half typing this and half reading fanfic, so bear with me. lols.

anyway. today... hmm. psl voting. not bothered.

message in a ballon for miss lam. finished.

lit was quite fun. played charades. my team won! the first one i got was... shockingly, 'desperate housewives' -_- its called SUAY. but luckily terence guessed houswife when i 'wiped the table' and then esther said desperate housewives. terence wasnt even in my group XD luckily i didnt have to do something like, strip. tada.

IP presentation. lols. guess what terence named his project. ball sucker. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

yupp. ok thats all for today... only a few more posts to go!

2007-08-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

another day passed. sigh.

since today ran on friday's timetable, we had mentoring session. it was pretty fun... and touching in a way. we formed the words 'prof lai we 'heart' u, yr 1'...

prof lai saw it. sigh. i think he almost cried. im really gonna miss him man.

oh, and we fibos got the ROYAL TREATMENT. we were the ones who formed the heart and prof lai sat in the middle of the heart for the photo! YAY! ^^ we rule.bwahahahaha.

and i found out: nescafe latte doesnt give you enough caffine to survive through the day. bleeeehhhh.

afternoon french test i forgot how to say penpal and guess what i wrote.

copains de mail.

suhang pro-er.

stylo-ami.

bleh. gah. whatever.

dumdumdumdumdum doo. a few more posts to go!

2007-08-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

hey guys, double posting today. lol. hmm maybe im just trying to use up the remaining posts. heh. cant wait to start my new blog dudes. heee.

well, after school decided to totally pwn homework and go out with trish, suhang and vivian. got a birthday present for SOME specific person. lol. hmm saw this cute ah beng guy. too bad ah beng lah, *shakes head* sigh.

gah. rushing lit now, and i still got time to post. its called total PRO-NESS. finished my chinese compo in like, half an hour. duh, its chinese... will finish the math paper tomorrow, and sqeeze time in to study for french. sigh.

okok, i know the jam packed schedule is my own fault, but still. gah.

continues to rush. bye bye

2007-08-27T12:26:00.000+08:00

hey guys. posting in shcool here. heh.

im gonna change my blog soon, so yea, here to tell you guys first.

gonna change it at the the 300th post. lol.

why? cos... hmm. once i get a new blog, i would be able to finally dislodge myself from the past memories. yea. wonder what memories? read my posts last year when i used to type without punctuation and LOSTA dots. *shiver*

so... behold!

2007-08-26T15:22:00.000+08:00

heys guys. back to talk about what happened last night. this is NOT the thing i did on impulse.

was as usual, chilling out with my girls, when all of a sudden, these 18 or 19 year old guys came along and started shoutiing stuff like xiao jie whats your phone number etc etc. and guess what my two friends actually turned around. =.='''

then they walked off, but i managed to get a glimpse.

gawd want to flirt with us go get plastic surgery first.

anyway, i wanna skip BC classes for the remaining sem. its totally useless.

2007-08-26T08:46:00.000+08:00

sometimes we do stuff on impulse. what i did last night near midnight was completely on impulse i have NO IDEAD WHY i did that. ok?

gawd damn the raging hormones.

impulses come and go, it all comes down to how you manage them. and i think sometimes they are good, cos you aint really serious about doing it, thus if things dont go according to plan, you won't feel that bad.

by the way, i never knew there were so many anti-twit blogs around here. rawr. these people rule. iie mwean, typpiing liike thish ish shoooo acting cute.

zzz i dunno how these bitches type de lah. wtf.

like i said in my ultra feminist post, GET SOME DIGNITY WOMAN.

2007-08-25T13:37:00.000+08:00

just watched this TV programme on national geographic. its about alien life forms, quite interesting really. talks about this planet near a red dwarf star 40 light years away from us. ecology, life forms, weather... the scientists took everything into consideration! pretty cool, what mordern technology can offer us. i mean, now we know much more about not only our planet, but others out there too.

yet, there is still so much to explore! i think this answers the question on suhang's lastest post, about why we bother to study so hard. the human spirit is never satisfied with what it already knows! thats how explorers, scientists, philosophers came about! because we want to know more, we want to understand more. personally, i am this kind of person. current questions on my mind:

can we REALLY travel back in time?
are there REALLY other life forms out there?
can i find a definete and effective cure for cancer?
and of course, the long considered question, why are we here?

to think about it, to the creatures we consider as 'extraterrestrial', may consider us as aliens. i mean, we are used to what we see, what we feel, what we experience everything, new things may seem 'alien' to us. a creature on another planet has, say, 6 eyes and 3 limbs. when that alien civilisation finds out about us, they might think: "what? 2 eyes and 4 limbs? how do these 'creatures' move? how do they live?" yea. apply newton's third law XD

the long unanswered question... why are we here? we werent the first creatures to walk this earth, and yet we are the dominating specie now. we survied throught the ages, erasing some of our fellow 'earth creatures' in the process. is it a good thing? is the arrival of homo sapiens necessarily a good thing for this planet? think! we are the ones who are destroying not only our home, but the home we share with so many other creatures! nuclear weapons, more contraptions that bring despair and terror. this not only affects us alone!

some may argue: but we are trying to save the endangered creatures now! HELLO. if we didnt make them face near extinction in the first place, would they need saving now?

sigh. what is happening to the WORLD?????

2007-08-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

hey guys...

worried about PSL selection man. though mr lee was telling the class 'dont choose cos the person is popular', i still dont think the class would do that.

gawd. what did i do wrong. ><

i mean, give me feedback in a civilised way, and i'll change! but go around posting me as medusa, no way, im juz gonna go against more. rawr.

=.= emo'ing again. bleh.

2007-08-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

ok firstly, sorry for the emo'ing yesterday. yea, i juz couldn't stand it anymore. sorry. thanks everyone for your concern, im really much better now =)

shall talk about today then. BYD 07!!! it was pretty cool i guess, although not much people actually wore their home clothes lol. probably thought 3 bucks was a bit too extreme. heh.

decided against wearing my long skirt, after fashion advice from trish (ty trish!), i went in my black shirt and jeans. and yea, everyone who wore home clothes in the family tree looked cool too. =D

the 'catwalk' was funny. ok fine, the emo guy kinda scared me, but still. mona finally found her match xDDDDDD

hmmm what else? talked to ms lam. have to thank her... hehe.

lunch was fun too. dedicated like, 4 songs. pity mr lee didnt hear his though, it went like this: to minister of 71^3 and his red panda tie!!!! lols.

for the rest of IP we slacked, i mean we needed the measurements, but the yr2s were in the audi, so we couldnt get them. in the end went to play badminton in the hall with vivian. playing tomorrow. hopefully my mom wont find out i was playing badminton in my shirt. lol. and barefooted ><... shhhh. i was wearing sandals. how d'ya expect me to play badminton in SANDALS??? =.=

went out with trish and suhang to mac after school. i feel damn guilty today. 2 ice-creams and a coke. WHOA.

accidentally stumbled upon my primary 6 'class blog' today. and guess how many people are involved? not even 10. hello. my class had 42 people. =.= zzz and it wasnt very surprising that most of them were the ah lian and ah beng gang. chuckle. i dont think in their eyes the other people were even part of the class. the ah lians were too busy drooling over the ah bengs. lol.

mom was right. there isnt much to remember from primary school. most of the stuff, i think back now, aren't really worth remembering. not really significant or anything, plus most of the people i aint really close to, so whats the point? forget jiu forget lor. its not like 10 yrs into the future i'll be looking at my class photo and going "oh remember those good ol' days where ******'s skirt was so high and majority of the class did not aknowledge my existence? sigh. those were the days..."

forget it dude. =.= whats the effing point.

!

2007-08-21T20:00:00.000+08:00

i'm not a particularly emo (in the bad sense) kind of person, but seriously. i want OUT.

...how do you know how i feel?

today, when the marker landed on my head, it hurt. it hurts not only physically.

but yet... could you tell from my expression?

i hid it... why?

cos i know you guys were aiming for that look. that look of anger. that look of irritation. to show that im annoyed. but im not giving it to you. im not letting you see it. are you pissed? haha.

...i hid it. but it doesnt mean i didnt feel it.

... HOW MANY OF YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS????
... HOW IT FEELS...
... TO SACRIFICE SO MUCH...
... TO GIVE SO MUCH...
... TO DO SO MUCH FOR SOMEONE...
... AND THEN TO BE LAGHED AT, TO BE HATED BY THAT SAME GROUP OF PEOPLE???????????

how many of you...... how many of you realise that without me doing EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING FOR THE CLASS the class would collapse?????

IWANNASCREAMIWANNASHOUTIWANNACRYMYEYESOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i cant... i cant let my tears fall in front of you... because it'll be like admitting defeat... i dont fight back either... cos i know it'll just worsen everything...

i aint quitting.

IM PLANTING MY FEET FIRMLY IN THIS FUCKING SPOT. IM NOT LETTING YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU HAPPY NOW??? HAPPY NOW????????????????????????????????????????

IT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I TOLD MY PARENTS EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. AND GUESS WHAT. THEY ARE PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND GUESS WHAT? MY GRANDMA AND GRANPA ARE SICK! GRAVELY SICK! BOTH PATERNAL AND MATERNAL!!!!!! MY MOM HAS A HIGH CHANCE OF HAVING CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.... is madness really a way of escaping this.................

someone.... help....

2007-08-21T09:13:00.000+08:00

slacking in the com lab again. sometimes i really wonder if i should use this time to do something useful instead....

NAHHHHHHH.

well, can someone please tell me what we are supposed to write for the lit journal? im completely blanko. BLANKO. aaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhh. frustrated much. bleh.

juz had a uber weirdo dream last night. shant talk about it. im still freaked.

2007-08-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

well, im here to address a certain thing that has happened. let's just say... PSLE is coming, and oral just passed. i think the p6s should have a sense of urgency. i mean, PSLE, it kinda indirectly affects your future. good aggregate=good secondary=good JC=higher chance of getting into good universitie=higher chance of getting a better job=earning more=having a good life... see the link??? of course, i can't say this for those who really stopped caring for their studies, and the only things that matter are guys+clothes+popularity.

im saying this because i care for certain people. i really do.

i mean, friends don't only give you advice on relationships. councellors do that. anyone can do that. friends give you advice for life! because they really care for you, and don't want to see you ending up somewhere that even you yourself dont wanna be! true friends get angry at you, tell you whats best for you because they really care for you! so ***, stop saying that im not your real friend just because im telling you to focus and stop fussing over certain people!!!

and anyway, we are a bit too young to be thinking deeply about 'love'. we are like, just barely teenagers! you can't expect to hold on to a guy 'forever', can you? we've got like, 20+ years ahead of us to find 'the one'! hello, do you realise that right now what we call 'i'll always love you' is just from the head, not from the heart? we're just stressed people, looking for a bit of comfort, do you actually think those things are really what the seem to mean? NO! nothing lasts forever, the only time that you can say for sure that you can love someone forever is when you really spent your entire life with that person! so this is a wake up call to all those who are crying cos you didn't get your 'forever' now!!!

i think... after coming to NUSH, im growing up really quickly. in our school, you have a lot of responsibilities, and you have to make choices and take control of your own life! for example, the choosing of modules. you choose what you want to learn, and what you dont. but look at the modules ahead of you, for some there are the pre-requisites, so if you dont consider what you are doing now, you may not get to major in that certain subject in the future. it all comes down to your choice. plus, we have to apply for competitions, projects by yourself. choice... it's what makes you think, makes you consider, makes you suddenly aware that this can affect your future. aka YOUR LIFE.

anyway, the president's scholarship was given out right? my parents are stressing that those pupils are from RJC, HCJC. -_-''' so what? isn't NUSH good enough? just cos its a specialised school and a new school doesn't mean it's not as good as those schools right??? argh.

i need that scholarship. i wanna go to cambridge.

2007-08-17T18:19:00.000+08:00

hey guys... another week passed. finally dont have THAT much of homework for me toe come blogging.

anyway, interesting stuff that happened this week. hmm. start from yesterday. i spent effing one and a half hour doing the effing math model to find that i effing did it wrongly. EFFFFFF

and i cant believe, all the good people are leaving/left. dr ng, ms ang (maybe), prof lai, madame is also leaving! MADAME!!!! c'est horrible! T.T people! 2 weeks till prof lai leaves, 2 weeks till the school we know it changes, 2 weeks till another guy takes over the school! we aint giving our school up without a fight!!!

i spent the effing whole of last night, editing my math project and the doing the effing model. i finished that thing in half an hour ok??? HALF!!! effing-bloody-effing-bloody-goddamned-thing. grrr.

and i cant believe vivian got away with pwnning c.o. today. rawr.

by the way, im gonna go jump off the building soon. i mean HELLO! i-can't-get-a-bloody-effing-decent-guy-and-someone-already-has-i-dunno-how-many-guys-liking-her-and-wanting-to-be-her-guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok although those guys aren't exactly decnt, but still ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH.

i am losing my mind.

2007-08-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

i keep forgetting to mention that i went to candy empire on sunday. ahhh

it aint named candy empire for nothing, my friends.

anyway... last night i had a dream, which must be the best dream i've had in a LONG time. aint gonna go into details though, its kinda personal. lol. but it's not about keita, haha.

i know what happened in my dream can never happen in real life... thinking back, the dream was actually what i hope for in life... haha. maybe thats what dreams are. i wished for him to be like that, but he wasn't.

2007-08-14T09:47:00.000+08:00

sigh. what can i say.

HOOKED ON O2MANIA totally HOOKED.

i played like, 2 hours yesterday. currently practising canon and nocturne lvl 3. love the songs man. if only i had more classics. sigh. dont really like the technos.

xD

history test was ok i guess, sigh. gawd. chem test later. gah.

2007-08-12T18:52:00.000+08:00

an example of perfectly stupid chinese: 收购旧手鸡

drove past it the other day and was shocked/flabbergasted/traumatized etc.

anyway, these few days passed without anything much happening... except for me chionging chem homework...

argh. headache. not. helping.

2007-08-11T18:26:00.000+08:00

=.= somehow my scanner went crazy, and i couldn't scan in individual neoprints.

so i pieced everything together and scanned them in, then went to cut everything up.

*BOW*

recent neos, firstly the ones taken after youth day with suhang and trish...

now the ones taken yesterday with jess and cin...

we were positively mad when we took this =.=

2007-08-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

oh crap. my com kena virus le. although i think i got rid of it already, im not sure.

argh. if anyone sees me or anyone else sending you a file called picture album 2007, dont accept. it's gonna annoy the hell outta ya.

anyway, today, after begging my mom like hell she finally let me go out with cin and jess. but she's damn pissed. like duh. she's my MOM.

i finally realised im quite addicted to taking neoprints. everytime go out with frens must take one. XD. today we took 2 times. on the best machines, which cost us like, 19 bucks. XD shall scan them in another day.

the movie was... rocking =D so freaking funny lah!!! suggests that everyone go watch. it's sooooooooooooo freaking nice.

quoting chris tucker: "well tell him that his mother's a 'W' and his sister's a 'W' and his mom..." etc etc XDXDXD

2007-08-09T14:23:00.000+08:00

teachers are evil man. i still got damn lots of stuff to do.

math assignment 6.
chem homework 5.
study chem test.
history play.
history musuem report.

im gonna go mad soon. rawr.

2007-08-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

FIBO PWNS!!!(to a certain extent)

anyway, shall start from museum trip. the musuem was... pretty cool. the chanderliers were swinging 0.o. quite scary really. the trip was nice, but it would have been better if we had more time. didn't have enough time to walk everywhere. haha.

talking about the trip, i wanna say something about the singapore stone. do you realise, the british could have destroyed a VERY VERY VERY important object which could have told us an important part of history??? i mean, just cos' none of your people can read it, doesnt mean theres NO ONE in this world who can read it right??? gawd.

while we were there, there was also a group of japanese tourists... quite ironic really, i mean, they're jap, and they were looking at the area on WW2 0.o me and amanda ran away when we saw them coming to the WW2 area. i was scared one of them would become violent and... i dont wanna get into trouble. XD

ok moving on... was totally suay during lunch, was my turn to order my chicken rice, when the uncle said no more rice left ><. SUAAAAAYYY. then had to go get my food from the noodle stall. purlease lah. sucky much. arghh. stocked up on candy, 24 in all, and it only cost me $1.80. XD

event started with the march pass, the only thing missing was the truck. if prof lai went for the march pass in a truck it would seem totally like NDP. lol. proceeded to the events for the sports meet. and for the first time... NUSH made its appearance!!! quite cute really, haha. and i just realised the fibo mascot is a bull =.= house captain was passing out bananas with a big red F painted on them. he explained:

the banana is to symbolise faraday. the f...

well we said the F was there cos we branded the faradayians before we skinned them alive and ate their brains. XDDDDDDDDDDD

after about 3 hours of competition... well, we got pwned first, but in the end... got 2nd! faraday kicked our ass =.= so much for eating faradayians for breakfast.

we eat faradayians for breakfast
we eat flemings for lunch
we eat nobellions for dinner
you all are gonners.

but now faraday won
our breakfast is gone
we'll do with the rest
we still kicked their ass.

*bows* XDXDXD

2007-08-07T20:29:00.000+08:00

"heyz guys..... well the past few days were quite tiring..... hmm start from monday..... on monday we had the princess idol and dance floor competition..... quite fun lah, fooled around backstage.... then princess idol farahain won, as for dance floor, mordern impact is the winner!!! grats guys!!! tuesday went to expo for the clean and green school carnival.... quite tiring, but oso fun..... walked home with eugene and his sis..... cos we both fetching siblings mah, so walk together loh.... then today oso went to expo.... wah seh damn lotz of ppl going sia!!!!!!! bus was full.... then on the way back we still had to carry loads of things, so it was damn cramped lah..... lol..... dun wan to write much, cos i juz did smth..... i dun regret it..... though i dunno y i cried..... now that i think of it it was quite ridiculous to cry..... lol ppl tmr is the last day of school leh, try to treasure the time k??? lol gonna miss all of u guys when we go sec....."

a post i wrote last year november... can't believe i used to write like that. ugh.

sometimes... when you are enjoying something... you lose yourself. i did. but, hey, good things now. i found myself back, didn't i?

now that i look back, i was really quite stupid then. haha. i tried to fit in... sigh. not much of use anyway. it ain't the real me.

seriously, besides from a few people, i don't really miss much people from primary.

one thing hasn't changed though. i still aint regretting.

2007-08-07T09:14:00.001+08:00

ahh tuesdays...

still hated=.=

yesterday... well, quite fun. we saw prof lai in action! huiwen got some uber cool pics! prof lai was playing for the staff in the teachers-staff captain's ball match! students won, i think. haha. we rule!

anyway, talking about some serious stuff. this happened quite some time ago, but i didnt have time to write about it. suhang, vivian, tricia and me were at macdonald's, when suddenly on the at-life tv came such a message.

"l00kiing 4 La0 g0ng tuh LurBBe miie 1314.. interestedd plIsh cAll ********"

.\_/. i was really pissed when i saw this. i mean seriously, we can live without this kind of act cute bitches. WHERE'S YOUR DIGNITY MAN. firstly i would like to ask the girl.

a) you post this kind of thing, write properly can anot? people cannot read leh.
b) who the hell you acting cute for?
c) lao gong... how old are you man...
d) 一生一世? HA. how long is your supposed "forever"? 3 months? 4 months?

and then i shall talk about my thoughts. what the hell are you acting cute for??? to get all the boys' attention??? what do you need their attention for???

i've never been in the so-called "popular gang". never wanted to be. what the hell do i need all the attention for? it's not gonna help me get through my life right? short-term thing, popularity is. i mean, what's wrong with just hanging out with your own friends?

i have nothing against girls liking guys. its the natural order of things. but the thing im really pissed about is girls who go around with this kind of thoughts:"oh, guys are the only things in my life! i can't live without them!""oh i cant fend for myself! if only i have a big strong guy to help me!""ah i cant get out by myself! i cant LIVE without guys!"

purrrleeeeaaaaseeee. we too are humans. why should we be called the weaker sex? you may argue:"but there are much more male scientists than female ones!" WHY? BECAUSE NO ONE EVER GAVE THE GIRLS A CHAAAAANNNNCEEEE. since the beginning of time, girlss were always looked down upon. why can't we change that? take marie curie for example. she's someone i admire very much. and you may be surprised to know, the one who first found the structure of DNA was a lady. it was only because she had died of cancer when the nobel prize was given that no one knew her.

COME ON GIRLS. BUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why do we need to depend on guys???? you can do something for yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there's this song, i think by the veronicas or something.

i don't wanna be like cinderella
sitting in a dark olf dusty cellar
waiting for somebody
to come and set me free.

great song. why do we have to wait for someone else to set us free??? why cant you do it yourself??? you're the one in charge of your own life for goodness sakes!

speaking of cinderella, i would like to say something about fairy tales. typical beginning: "long long ago, in a land far, far away... there lived a beautiful young maiden..." ever heard a story where the girl is "wise, plain, but with a great heart"?

talk about the shallow society. recently in singapore there's this show... the 校花校草 thing. here they are telling us in school that looks are not important, and there the media goes giving this kind of competition. so disappointed in singaporean media.

people are shallow nowadays. take the majority of singaporean guys for example. the only thing they look at is looks. ah lians too. they dont care if the guy has a good personality or not, as long as they look good. do looks mean EVERYTHING? gawd. im not saying this cos i aint pretty. im talking the honest truth. to the act-cute bitches: do you want the guy to like the real you, or someone you are pretending to be? cos someway, somehow, that mask is going to fall.

so here's a message sending out to all those act-cute bitches in this world. GET YOUR DIGNITY MAN. STAND UP FOR YOURSELF.

2007-08-05T15:15:00.000+08:00

first time in sooooo long that i can surf the net on a sunday afternoon at ease.

aaaaaaaaah freedom.

anyway, forgot to talk about the sing-a-long! well... everyone voted their teachers to sing... mr lee sing until damn Enthu... XDXDXD

was fun, until the part when everyone started chanting "mentor reps! mentor reps!"

=.=

was hiding benhind jon, who was hiding behind bryan. XD

shall end here.

2007-08-04T16:48:00.000+08:00

hiya peeps!

firstly, shall post the pics from the deathday party!(taken from vivian's blog and family blog)

the cake before cutting....

during cutting...

and after cutting!!!GUILT

icing on forehead is the works of i have no idea who. icing on head is the works of moi.

SPENCY!

yan sheng pole dancing XD

read it yourself.

(^0^)v

now, shall talk about yesterday! hmm was assigned to the auditorium along with stacy, cheryl lin (too. many. cheryls), ryan and bryan. spent some time gossiping (guilty) in the audi, deciding wether bryan got dumped or dumped the girl majority of times. XD. answer is... dumped. awwhh. XD.

then... teachers started flooding in, and... yupps saw my primary school art teacher, DM, chinese teacher, P4 form teacher, principal and the 2 VPs. and a couple of other teachers who had never taught me before, but still remembers me. yays. principal started inspecting the uniform, asking if the logo on the tie was embroided... =.=. btw my past DM was eating in the audi, and i was there trying to decide if i should go tell him off. XD. didnt in the end, still kinda freaked out by him. shivers ><.

then... moved out. got stationed at the stairway to the canteen, in case any lost souls went there. after that... went wandering around, and found jon sitting alone at the porch collecting survey forms. was nice and sat down. well, mostly cos i could sit down. zhisheng ryan came over, and therefore started the battle of the chairs.

i cant quite remember how jon left his seat, but he did, and then wayne took it. then, jon, zhisheng and ryan all wanted my seat. anndddd i set them a quest.

the first one to kiss yansheng's ass gets the chair! XDDDDDDDDD

all three ran off, searching anxiously for YS... who reappeared miraculously. jon was the first to find yansheng,and bent down to kiss his ass. ryan came next, running with his arms outstretched, shouting:"YAN SHENG!!! I NEED YOUR ASS!!!"

anddd... i didnt get off the seat, cos wayne laughed, fell off the chair and then jon took it =D.

after duties, we got to EAT! BUFFET! well... maybe eating 5 mini chocolate eclairs was a bit over... XD. but still... didnt eat much dinner cos ate too much at the buffet. hey, we are helping out! clearing food!

anyways, i finally convinced my parents that if they keep up this jam-packed weekends thing, i'll fail 2 subjects and die, so... NO MORE PAYCO!!! NO MORE PIPA! (tentative) but still i feel so FREEE!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

2007-08-02T15:16:00.000+08:00

hey guys! in com lab now XDXDXD

HPDH party was fun! well, although the one minute of silence was kinda ruined... haha. ah... oh yea, i smeared cream on yan sheng's head XD. pics will come later, i think, i need vivian to send me first. yays.

sorry to suhang, but when you and tricia were singing my goosebumps were cheering. >< the cake was quite plain, but nevertheless, the... errr... party was fun. yeaps. and it would have been better if michelle wasnt answering EVERY SINGLE EFFING QUESTION IN THE QUIZ. zzz.

and... we teabagged the family tree. at edition 20 we'll finally pen it down! WOOHOO! edition 18 now... 2 more editions!!!

may NUSH live on!

TELETUBBIES RULE!!!!!!!!

2007-08-01T16:59:00.001+08:00

ok ms liu is MAD. i mean hello, we are SEC ONE people, you give us this kind of question for discussion???

请问你认为陆展元对李莫愁是不是真心的?
如果你是李莫愁,你会怎样对待陆展元?

=.=

anyway, yesterday, miss koh was having the philosophy forum in the canteen, title was "do we have enough freedom?" they spent one hour trying to define freedom.

GET BACK TO THE QUESTION LAH. zzz.

im like so pissed i got so much homework and my mom is complaining i dont practise my pipa. grrr. PISSED.

2007-07-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

omg just finished watching midnight sun. wanna cry man.

so sad!!!! ~>0<~

ahhh omg u guys HAVE to watch it. i watched it in parts so didnt cry. omg want to anyway.

2007-07-30T15:15:00.000+08:00

ms liu talking at the front of class. what am i doing?

blogging =D!

well, we ARE supposed to blog, but dude. using ESPACE diary. doing JIAN BAO.

how sian is that. zzz. -.-

going baidu now!!!=D

2007-07-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

ahh TGIF. wait, not tgif, my pipa teacher is gonna kill me tomorrow, i didnt touch my pipa for one week. bleh.

who cares lah.

today... went to the old folks home for performance... i walked in... and i felt like crying. i mean, looking at all the elderly... sitting in wheelchairs... one day my grandparents may be like that too! but they wont be in an old folks home... i cant believe some people just dump their parents there like that!!! THEY ARE YOUR PARENTS MAN. WTH.

there was this enthu little lady, who kept clapping for us, although we screwed up, and she was asking the others to keep quiet. made me think of my grandma... haha.

the bus ride was fun lah, we were there singing spongebob squarepants, teletubbies, and a whole bunch of other songs... XD so fun.

ahhh. ok i shall go crap now. byebye!

2007-07-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

new skin=D

not that new anyway, if some of you remember, i used this before=D

2007-07-25T18:58:00.000+08:00

LIKE WHOA. the FIRST TIME emm-orh-sehven-wan-orh-wan has won ANYTHING.

costume design... we won!!!! LIKE OMG

all thanks to esther with her FABULICIOUS design. amanda looked SEXY (minus the headdress). we spent like, 15 mins in class trying to teach her how to catwalk. imagine. amanda. catwalking. XD

oh, the year 3 guys redefine gay. argh. why... did... i... come... to... nush.... where... the... gays... gather...

help.

btw the AMC was RETARDED.

2007-07-24T09:32:00.000+08:00

you know, after what berton did yesterday, it is amazing that my nose is still intact. argh. MAH NOSE!!!!!

eff you berton.

and i gotta stop sleeping at 11!!!!!

sudden impluse to buy namie amuro's cd. as well as YUI's. dum dee dum dum doo.

2007-07-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

seven books. one story.

it's finally over.

i shan't discuss the contents just yet, as some people might not have finished reading yet, and spoilers aren't really welcomed. XD

but im just saying it. the greatest story on EARTH. rowling may haven been evil, but i thank her for the fantasies Harry Potter gave us. we shall forever remember the little bespectacled wizard, even though books about him by the hand of rowling may never appear again. sigh. sad.

but we lived through a decade! harry will forever living in our hearts. and im not saying if he died or not. dont try to tell from what im writing, i aint giving spoilers. HAHA.

read it yourself. excellent doesnt even describe it. and i finished it in one day. gonna start second time!

2007-07-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

LESS THAN 11 HOURS.

I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

2007-07-20T16:02:00.000+08:00

PICS!!

(all pics sponsered by vivian)

the crowd...

my BIOLOGICAL DAD!!! XDXDXD

eeeps what did i tell you abt NUSH guys being gay?

KICK KICK KICK!!!

a side of amanda you DONT see often

the guys..

the girls....

tired out..

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

trish covered in FLOUR

6 scoops. plus walnuts. plus caramel.

feel the guilt.

(^-^)v

2007-07-20T15:16:00.000+08:00

WHEEEE FIBO RULEZ!!!! ^0^

well, today was the cross country, which means slacking for me. XD and vivian. quite tiring really, although we didnt even run. the RHD activities were retarded lah, so lotsa people went to watch the teachers play frizbee instead.

MR LEE DA MONKEY!!!! XDXDXD ok forget it. anyway mr lee still owes us the milo truck!!!XD

oh yea, people started throwing flour at each other. cheryl looked like my grandma XD

ahhh anyway. FIBO WON!!!!

after the event took a cab (hard time getting one) to harbourfront to eat mac (LOL) and BEN's AND JERRY's ICE CREAM!!!XD

6. bloody. scoops. omg the GUILT!!!

shall post pics later!!!

2007-07-19T20:09:00.000+08:00

i dont the f'ing hell care anymore. i QUIT.

you guys figure out what to do yourselves. i dont FREAKING CARE ANYMORE. the bloody class isnt WORTH me caring. spending so much bloody time on.

you guys go and see. if not for ME doing EVERY FREAKING THING FOR EVERYONE your FACES would have been GONE LONG AGO.

im leaving i dont care anymore. you guys see how you freaking manage everything.

101 SUCKS.

im saying that from the bottom of my heart. im SICK of always helping you guys do EVERYTHING. im mentor rep but i DONT DO EVERYTHING. we are a CLASS.

i quit. i seriously quit. i've had enough.

BERTON NEXT TIME BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING THINK OF THE ONE WHO SAVED THE CLASS FROM UTTER EMBARRASSMENTS EVERYTIME. THINK OF THE PERSON WHO DOES EVERYTHING FOR THE FREAKING CLASS.

go and die. please.

2007-07-17T09:40:00.000+08:00

oh god i feel like dying.

im lagging behind on homework, and i lagging behind on sleep. stupid chem homework.

seems like life is out to get me. argh.

3 days and 14hours and 15 mins till DEATHLY HALLOWS!!!

w-inds. 7/9日韓音樂瘋

2007-07-15T18:37:00.001+08:00

lol this is SO CUTE. and i cant BELIEVE I missed it

2007-07-13T15:38:00.000+08:00

ok, OoTP wasnt THAT bad, the special effects were AWESOME, although they still (as usual) cut out a few vital parts (eg. after their fight at the department of mysteries, dumbledore and harry's conversation in his office)(cant believe they did that.)

they kiss was SWEEEET >0< it makes you go AWWW not OHMYGOD. eeeps so sweeeeeet!!!! >0<

and i think i'll cut down the late night movies. felt so dead today. ><

2007-07-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

1hr 30mins to OoTP!!!!! =D

2007-07-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

continue to feel half dead.

ok, its better than yesterday, but i still feel like i've gone on the roller coaster 2^64 times.... omg...

and now??? i still gotta do math AND history. life is unfair man.

yesterday i came home at around 6 and i went to sleep till like, 8. then i had dinner. then i went back to bed. and i tossed and turned. then i think i feel asleep with a pounding head and hurting knees. woke up at 7am to take my medicine. slept. 10.30 woke up. ate breakfast. did homework. wow.

argggghhh.

but still, got some stuff to look forward to tomorrow...

IM WATCHING HP!!!!! LOL XD!!!!

2007-07-09T17:07:00.001+08:00

my heart was totally bursting with happiness yesterday!!! ok, not the freaking out over math homework part.

MR LEE IS EVIL!!!EEEEEEEEEEVVVVVVVVVVVIIIIIIILLLLLLLL

anyway, at night, on 933 j n k pop....

I HEARD w-inds. new song!!!!! ^0^w!!!!

it was on of the songs in their new single.. omg so nice >0< the main song is nice too... the high notes man, PUUUURRRR-FECT!!! omg FAINT... i waited 1 bloody hour for that one song... i KNEW they were gonna be on. I KNEW IT!!!! ahahahahaha!!!!

eeps keita's angelic and melodic voice~~~~~^0^ FAINTS....

WHY CANT I POST A PIC??? WHY????

2007-07-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

omg my weekends are now PACKED. grrr. i need SLEEP. SLEEEEEEEP Zzzzzzz.....

2007-07-06T18:38:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA today was DAMN funny ok??? ROFLMAO~~~~~

morning had mass mentoring, and thats where the fun begins...

first activity was... er nevermind. we had hold and form one line, and communicate by sqeezing each others' hands... lol... and i think 102 they made jun xiong stand next to stacy XDDDDD

activity 2 was the fun one!~~~ it goes like person 1 had to tell person 2 a story, then person 2 tell person 3... so on.

the story was at first.

once there was a beautiful girl who slept for a hundred years. one day, a frog came to kiss her, and she woke up. they got married, and had mutant ninja turtles. XDDDD

the story at the end.

there was a ninja and a turtle. the turtle kissed the ninja and they became a big turtle. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

lol it was like, the whole class was ROFL... XDDD and 107 got BEAUTY MOLES!!!! ahh stupid suhang dont let me take photo of her XP~~~~

lols, and during c.o. we started singing the theme song of barney. XDXDXD ok today was MAD.

oh and i would like to announce something vivian observed on the bus...

SU CHANG SITTING BESIDE QC!!!! XDXDXD

something about yesterday... went to mac for icecream, and since bryan broke his promise and did NOT treat us, i sent an sms to the At-Life TV!!!

THE GUY WITH 75 GFS!!!!!! U OWE ME $2!!!!

and it came on after 30mins!!! XDXDXDDXDDDDDDDD lols...

ok ok i shall break off now, need to take a break from laughingXD

2007-07-04T18:08:00.000+08:00

hmmm pics from today!!!lols....

da audi!!!

hungry??? ok feeling SO guilty... suhang, vivian and i ran all the way to vivo to eat ICE-CREAM

SMILE!!!

2007-07-03T09:32:00.000+08:00

hellos! :) anyone miss me???

lols.

ahhh nothing much really, my weekends now are jam packed, lemme list out the stuff i gotta do.

a) pipa lesson
b) music theory lesson
c) PA youth C.O. meetings
d) english classes

so much stuff and i can still find time to play audi for 3 hours. i call that PRO-NESS.

ahhh. the PA C.O. songs are HARD ok. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARD.

doodeedumdum.

2007-06-29T16:05:00.000+08:00

yo ho yo ho a pirate's life fer me!!!!

YOUTH DAY FAIR ROCKED!!!!

omg rock rock rock rock rock ROCKED!!!!

it was soooooooooo fun especially dressing up... omg so fun!!!

we saw ms chen and PROF LAI getting dunked into the dunking machine, but folks too bad i didnt get a pic!!!

our pathetic lil stall....

i carried the bloody board to school....

suhang looking like a ghost....AHHH

amanda hopping around...

NO~~~~~ show some mercy!!!!

charlie's angels pirate form XD

our store getting flooded~~~

bryan eating popcorn XD

elmo and charles...

suhang and trish

GOTCHA!!

observe the stupidity on bryan's face.

oh no where did yuki go???

group photo at mac!!! we shall plunder mac of all their burgers!!!

suhang and amanda

the guys... did i mention we got bryan to treat everyone to ice cream???

continue to observe the stupidity on bryan's face...

charles looking dreamily at his burger

trish and me...

we defy the laws of physics.

lol we should show this to ms fong, and everyone get a+ for physics XD

omg this is so cool.

LOL XD!!!!

ok thats about all for today... after that we went to JEC, girls took neoprints guys went playing... and omg when we were at jec my mom was at imm... wth...

2007-06-27T18:40:00.000+08:00

heya peeps =D

you know, it's kinda proven that teachers are EVIL. its only the third day of school and im already SO tired. maybe it's cos we still gotta prepare for youth day.

oh by the way, youth day fair is gonna be a BLAST!!! =DDDDDDDD

yo ho yo ho a pirates' life fer me!!!!

WOOTZ!!! this is gonna be SO fun, especially when we're gonna dress up as pirates!!! ARRRRRGGGGH yo me hearties!!! XDXD

cant wait!!~~~~

2007-06-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

Guiyang Trip 2007

Sorry peeps for not updating. I was cut off from a) internet service cos the internet was down in my house and I could only use the comp at my aunt’s house. And b) blogger cos it’s banned in China for no apparent reason. Well, since I was away for SO long, I shall only touch on the more interesting stuff that happened, and also the weird and ironic stuff. Heh.

FLIGHT
Let’s see. I slept at 11pm. Woke up at 2am cos’ of the three mozzies that were buzzing around my ears, and couldn’t fall back to sleep. Got up at 4am to get ready for the 6.30am flight. Oh yay. Trust me, 3 hours on the plane can really kill you. Especially when you’re on TIGER AIRWAYS. T-T. I know my parents wanna save money, but THIS is taking things TOO FAR. TIGER AIRWAYS, PEOPLE. GAWD. I totally beat my record on the plane. 3 hours 40 minutes with my earphones firmly stuck in my ears. (^-^)v I feel so proud.

3 hours of waiting at Guangzhou did my head no good. When I walked past this counter, my jaw dropped when I saw where the plane was heading.

China Southern Airlines going to FUKUOKA. FUKUOKA!!!

I could have bloody hell jumped on that plane and went to meet my future in-laws. =.=”

Sigh. The food at the airport sucked, no surprise. But once I got to Guiyang, hallelujah, my stomach is saved. My grandparents cooked up a delicious dinner for us. YAY. FOOOOOOOOD. Ahhhhhhhhh………

Shock also came with the nice food. My cousin likes KAT-TUN. -faints, wakes up, knocks sense into her-

Managed to convert her though. Heh. The power of persuasion. And maybe a bit of violence. ^-^

SHOPPING
I realized something about the shops in China. Nice clothes, nice shoes, nice EVERYTHING, every corner I turned. Had a VERY hard time picking out a new pair of shoes. But, I managed. Lols.

Hmm had quite a good catch this time. Lotsa new clothes, and… Thanks tour!!! Well, it’s not the original version. And it doesn’t have the documentary. And one part was cut out. But still, the quality is quite good. Speaking of quality…

If the disk was pirated, the people could have at least MADE it look like it’s real. The picture cards inside were not talking about w-inds., although the pics were theirs. One card was talking about LEAD. Another one…I have no idea.

And I bought Journey too. This one… is VERY good. Hehehehehehehe. It looks like the oringinal version. No idea if it is though. Hmm.

Bad news? I saw The System Of Alive original Japanese version. 60 freaking RMB. Which is like, $12. OMFG. I didn’t buy it cos my parents said I bought 2 cds already. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.

Plus I saw a couple of w-inds. posters hanging in the shop windows of various cd stores. Oooo baby.

Now I would like to express my deepest thanks to my DEAREST friend Cindy for getting me a w-inds. t-shirt after she saw 2 other girls wearing it and after me nagging her to get me one. Thank you. ^0^

SIGHTS AND SCENERY
Some pics and some stuff you DON’T usually see in Singapore.

Big diff from bukit timah hill huh???

Hmm not exactly grand, but this aint where I live, this is WAY out of the city.

Er. Ignore the big head with the pacifier.

Yes people, you’re seeing it right. These are PIGS.

THIS is where I live. Ok???

Overview of the entire area that I live in…this is ONE condo.

My cuzzies…

Cute one….

TWINS!!! They are the CUTEST things on earth!!!

Heh. The power of persuasion. =D

more pics coming soon!!!

OTHER INTERESTING STUFF
This was the first time my entire family from my dad’s side got together, so it was really cool, we went to take portraits of our whole family. 13 people!!! Lol… and the guy got my grandpa to SMILE. This is sooooooooooooo historic!!! Lol

COMING BACK
Well coming back… stayed at Guangzhou for one night and omfg unfair much!!! The bloody hotel tv has NHK!!! ><~~~~ I watched this show where they teach English. Apparently, they were interviewing the voices behind shrek the third… but only the English ones, sad. But I swear the background music they were playing was LOVE IS THE GREATEST THING aka w-inds. new single!!! Cheesy much. Lol.
At Guangzhou airport, I saw the departure board, and I wanted to go kill myself.

6 flights to japan!!!
2 to Tokyo
2 to Nagoya
1 to Osaka
1 to Fukuoka

I want to DIE!!!

Ok I gtg already. HOMEWORK. First day man… haix. And I got killed during PE. Haix…

2007-06-01T14:27:00.000+08:00

tomorrow by this time im in guang zhou already.... going to board the plane to gui zhou. ^^V hahahahaha

but dude, i gotta get up at 4.30am. whoa.

2007-05-31T18:16:00.000+08:00

woootz 2 days till im flying home. oh yea.

well im expecting myself to grow 3kg when i get back to singapore. >0< lolx. gotta go cut down on the chocs. heh.

today went shopping for gifts for my cuzzies... and for me too. at first.. err went to velocity at novena, to check out this billabong bag that my mom said was nice... in the end we found that it was sold out. =.=

next we went to... liang court. apparently there was this japanese supermarket there. omg overload of jap people much. ahhh. the place has EVERYTHING. expect cds. wth... and liang court is PACKED with japanese stores. totally. went to kinokuniya... ok they have junon, but no they dont have junon chinese version. oh yay...

vivo was up next, at this time my bro was already complaining. nothing much to say about vivo, except. 1) OVERLOAD OF PEOPLE 2) OW MY FEET

yea. thats all.

2007-05-29T17:43:00.001+08:00

er.. if anyone read the last post im sorry. i kinda exploded cos my world is crashing down. seriously. so i deleted the last post...

2007-05-29T11:16:00.000+08:00

FINALLY FINISHED MY CHORES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FINALLY!!!!

woke up at 8 plus... more like dragged outta bed. after breakfast, man, the time was HORRIBLE...

i washed the family's week worth of socks. SOCKS.

BLEEEEUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH

then i swept the floor... with darn lots of freakishly long hair strands around... and the only one with hair that long at home is me. >< omg MY HAIR!!!!

T.T

and after that... i mopped the floor. all in 3 hour plus. i call that

PRO-NESS!!!! oh yea..~~~~

and this other WF says that keita cut his hair... till its shorter than what it was like in TRIAL. omg NICE!!!! She's sending me some pics of his new haircut at night. BEG my mom to let me come online... BEG

hmm took this pic from vivian san-mei's blog... this was sometime during the exam period... YUXIANG AND YAN SHENG'S UTMOST GAYNESS!!!

lol..

2007-05-28T17:11:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!!

yesterday was FUNN!!! went to visit zine before me and cin went to meet up with mith. ahh poor thing zine couldn't come with us... missed ya loads zine =D!!! lizzie got us tickets first... and we went to take neoprints... heh. the ones we took this time are VERY nice!!!

ASGians!!!

WE ROCK!!!

ok these were too small, so i had to stick 'em together...

lol we spent lotsa time doodling... and my parents cant understand why we take neoprints and not proper photos... cos we can doodle, that's why! lol...

MOVIE ROCKED!!! ok im not gonna say what happened though, go find out yourself... hmm i'll drop some hints... ahhh i was totally crying when one of the main characters died... though that person came back to life again... and OMG they killed the second most good looking guy inside!!! >0
oh yea, singapore is mentioned inside... and after seeing the pirates from singapore... i finally realised where singaporean guys get their looks from. ><... poor us.

zine please dont get pissed at us... it was only a joke =D...

today went to get my report... omg i cant believe it. i got 4.64 as my CAP. and i topped the class 0.0. whoa. my mom's getting me a billabong bag!!! =D!!!

did leon get like, 4.99 or smth??? i think he did. >< wth.

2007-05-26T19:21:00.000+08:00

finshed reading memoirs of a geisha, much to the disapproval of my parents. they think its unsuitable cos its talking about a prostitute. Zzz. dude. geisha does NOT equal prostitute. Zzz. didnt try to explain to them the difference. didnt really bother, they wont understand anyway. like the way they dont understand why i dont talk about school with my friends.

i found the stories inspiring. the way it talks about life, it started a trail of thought in my head...

seriously, what is meant to be in life??? what is supposed to happen, and what are the things we can change? now i wonder, the things that happen everyday, are they supposed to happen? or are they triggered by something someone did?

is life like a river, flowing where the river bed brought it? or can the river wear away the river banks, and change the direction in which it flows? what is destiny??? can we change it???

nowadays, im scared, but i have no idea why. im scared one day i'll lose everything i ever treasured in this world. im scared one day i'll wake up finding my world gone. i feel my life is crashing down on me now... even without the stress my parents are giving me... im losing my mind~~~~!!!

2007-05-25T15:55:00.001+08:00

its amazing how we can have someone as good-looking as keita on this world.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrBKF8r7Td8&mode=related&search=

observe how nice he looks in that white shirt. and also look at the amazing low cute of ryohei's shirt.

2007-05-25T15:07:00.000+08:00

last night went to vivo for dinner, cos it was my mom's birthday. after dinner we went onto the... garden, if you'll call it. the view was breathtaking.

no, im not talking about the harbour, im talking about the sky. stars illuminated the sky like fireflies along the riverbank on a summer's night. for some, there might not have been a lot of stars, but for me... it was beautiful.

it suddenly brought back memories of the times i lived with grandpa and grandma. how they would take me out after dinner during summer, with grandpa holding my hand, guiding me through the vegetable patch we owned, and telling me all about the plants and flowers. the firelies would guide our way, shining. shimmering, like little, floating lamps. the breeze would caress my cheeks, bringing with it the scent of earth and lavender...

sigh... it's just one of the things that i miss about life back in china. i miss the fireflies. i miss the breeze. i miss the days when i used to watch my grandma work in the patch.

and yet now i have to face the cruelty of reality. i might lose my grandparents anytime soon.

anyway, enough about that. something else that talks about reality. i was reading memoirs of a geisha, and i just realised that my life is considered lucky as compared to what sayuri went through. she faced challenges, but in the end, turned out to be one of the most successful geishas around. it's just another story telling people to hold on, but it struck me deeper than any other story i've read.

maybe cos she was a girl. maybe cos that period of time was one in which males were superior. maybe... cos i read it at a time when i could finally understand it properly.

whatever i got out of this novel, it just tells me to keep going. and i will. however hard it is, however much people disagree with what im doing, however much times i want to give up, i will keep going. and truimph.

2007-05-24T16:20:00.001+08:00

oh some random pics.

Wahahaha bryan in a BONNET!!!

NUSH'ians!!!

lol best friends forever!!!

2007-05-24T15:27:00.000+08:00

ahhh just got back home from IMM. so fun so fun~~!!

er went to school in the morning for the ushering for the primary school science fair. well slacked most of the time, so WTH. lol. was hiding in the dry lab for a while... lol. ushering was... boring =.=. mostly was asking the pupils not to eat at the concourse. heh.

omg the PEPS project was... omg. nevermind. and it's so sad mrs lim didn't come... wanted to see her today. hmm. had a fun time hantaming all the pupils by asking them all these hard questions. well bryan did most of the hantaming. i watched. heh.

lunch was better than what they gave us for the official opening. and it was during lunch that i learned a very important thing.

dr seah says eating chocolates, strawberries and oysters would give you a craving for sexual intercourse. O.o wow. so yea, next time, if the menu shows:

appertizer: chocolate covered strawberries
main course: oysters in lettuce
dessert: chocolate ice-cream with strawberries

try not to eat.

hmm. oh yea! WACKO!!! XDXD it was DARN fun. bryan was laggy most of the time. lol. i only got up once. oh yea~~~

was dismissed early cos well, mr lee said we didnt need so many ushers. so... decided to go to JEC with cheryl lin, bryan and christine. ok no idea why yan sheng tagged along too. lol. passed by the unity wall, where ms chen was giving a lecture to the uniformed groups. lol.

the neoprints turned out... weird. totally. lol i got the one where bryan was wearing a bonnet. XDXDXD ROFL. heh. then the guys went to watch pirates, while cheryl christine and i went to IMM. walked around randomly... kinda boring really. would have prefered playing wacko =D.

oh yea HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY =D!!!!

2007-05-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

hmm. today was FUNN!!!

and some people dressed like they were going shopping. lol. wink wink at su hang. XD.

well the activities were... quite ok i guess. heh. we buried the 'treasure' (aka potato chips) in the first station, thus causing the other groups to not have the chance to bury it. lol XDXDXD we rock. ms chua was complaining that 101 and 104 are un-united, but hello, i mean you put 2 of the most un-united classes together what do you think would be the result??? and then you put 2 of the most untied classes together... 102 and 106. >< wth.

second station was fun, girls won =D!!! lol we PWN!!! had to step on paper plates... was quite fun... third station... haix. after that we had some free time, so vivian and me were 'terrorizing' bryan cos his dad was there. we introduced him to his future daughter-in-law (aka krystal). and that bryan has 74.... 74... 74... XDXDXD

after these was supposed to be IS discussion time, but i don't think anyone from 101 was doing it. XP i personally was in mac with su hang and josephine. lol SLACKKKKK!!!

hmmm. balloon sculpting was... ok lah. every now and then you hear a 'POP!' and sometimes u start screaming. lol mine burst once. and my poodle mutated. the hat was quite cool. XD... su hang and i gave our balloons to the st. hilda pupils who were there. su hang was so excited cos its HER school. lol...

the programme ended, so su hang, me and vivian decided to waste money at mac... vivian was as usual complaining about the low standard of guys in NUSH, haha. then she was talking about ASCI guys being nice, their standards are HIGH. our school is like... NEGATIVE. why??? guys with...

looks=no brain+no attitude
brain=no looks+no attitude
attitude=no looks+no brain

sigh. some people should really pity us. T.T

while waiting for cheryl to finish her class meeting, we went to climb the pyramid. i realised, if you dont practise for a long time, it's quite hard to get to the top. lol. by the way, i HATE the plying fox. why???

DUDE MY NEW SHIRT GOT STAINS. WHITE SHIRT. DAMN YOU.

cheryl and i went back to peps, got blocked at the gate cos the guard was saying all the teachers were busy and cannot see them. =.=". crap lah her... we had to call mr yeo to come out and get us... lol. went to see the teachers, and omg by some miracle the door of 6k classroom was not locked!!! went in to look around... felt like crying all of a sudden. heh. the stuff are basically the same, and omg this year's 6k got best-behaved class award!!! WTH. haix. met up with eunice, and they went shopping, while i came home to... play com =D.

2007-05-22T16:52:00.000+08:00

hmm well, im actually quite happy today. i mean, last night i slept very welll, although i slept at 11. lol. cos... let's just say i was darn happy before i slept. heh =D

and today... hmm.

BL1103:52.5/90
PC1101:38.5/60
GE1102:35/40
MU1101:82/100
French:92/100

and cheryl got higher than me for music and geog!!!!! like OMG HOW???? lol. but anyways, I DIDN'T FAIL PHYSICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DIDNT FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahh!!! so HAPPY!!!!! i. am. so HAPPY!!!! lalala. still gonna kill yan sheng anyway, i mean he got 49 for physics. whoa. KILLING SPREEEE!!!

ok so now this is over, i can FINALLY RELAX. i think. lol. ahhhhh!!! borrowed 4 books for holiday reads. lugged them home with much difficulty. haha =D

well going to west coast tomorrow, see you guys!!!! =D

2007-05-21T17:31:00.000+08:00

oh by the way i changed the skin again.

it's still by CHRONICLES.

i LOVE her skins.

no pics today folks, com is lagging like HELL

2007-05-21T16:41:00.000+08:00

if anyone could call this day happy, i would personally go to your house, with a chopping knife, and cook you into stew.

well my mood is DEFINETELY worse today. teen angst plus EXAM angst. do you EXPECT me to be happy???????????????????????????????

ACK.

ok, i did.... so-so. i think.
BL1101:66.5/100
MA1105:31/40
MA1106:46/60
CH1101 paper 1:54/70
CH1101 paper 2:81/90
CM1101:46/60
EL1101:77/100

=.=.... there goes my chance of pre-ordering harry potter. wth...

and my mom just told me something today. i mean, its a quite a good thing, but dude, you are telling me NOW???

WTH...

2007-05-20T11:32:00.000+08:00

its a long time since i last cried.

feels nice now.

its like raining, but only in my world.

let the rain fall down, and wake my dream
let it wash away, my sanity
cos i wanna feel the thunder i wanna scream
let the rain fall down
im coming clean.

2007-05-20T10:34:00.000+08:00

why is it sunny. it should be raining...

trust me i have a reason to be angry. totally. and disappointed. and sulking.

well, yesterday's party was... ok. considering the fact that only 5 people from NUSH went, it was quite enjoyable. i think. ahh whatever. anyway, overview!!!

i just fell in love with table soccer. heex. it so FUN. totally.

and 13 yr old guys ANYWHERE are a) gay b) pervetic c) just plain stupid. sigh. its just the cycle of life... lol. and one of the guys (jing yi if im not wrong) fished a pair of swimming trunks out of the pool. 0.o wow.

argh. still feeling extremely fed up with my life. sux sux sux sux sux. and now im going through a mental crisis. wanna know???

NAH not telling.

2007-05-17T16:18:00.000+08:00

NEW UPGRADED VERSION OF THE FAMILY TREE!!!!

and....THE TREE OF LIFE!!!!!

XDXDXD. vivian dont kill me, your mom wanted you to get married.

oh yea, the new song is Milky Way by w-inds. first time i heard this song i TOTALLY fell in love with it. sigh. its beautiful. and i just found out keita is gonna be the voice of prince arthur in the japanese version of Shrek 3. like omg.

sigh. STILL BORED.

2007-05-16T13:34:00.000+08:00

sigh. day one into 5 days of freedom.

i. am. so. BORED.

totally. internet was down in the morning, no idea WHY. haix. SO BORED.

like the family tree??? =D

CREDITS TO TWINNIE AND SAN MEI~~~~

2007-05-15T16:33:00.000+08:00

wow. im bored.

no exams, no idea what to do now. cool.

oh and here's the FAMILY TREE!!!!

2007-05-15T12:27:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*dance around waving a chopping knife*

if you're wondering what the knife is for, it's for ka chiaoing mr lee.

hehe!!! \(^0^)/ i feel so free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lalalalalalalalalaLA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

lol... anyway, i got like, 2 hours of sleep on sunday.

2 hours!!!

lemme give you an overview: slept at 11, woke up at around one am, went to toilet, came back, toss turn toss turn, listen mp3, got up and went to school.

-.-

felt half dead through chem exam. BLEUUUUGH. and i think i can score a B in physics. oh yea.

PARTAAAAAAAAAAAAY~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-13T10:35:00.000+08:00

wow. this is early. well i mean my parents aren't homem, do you EXPECT me to be studying??? ok ok i know PHYSICS is on tuesday, but... not in the mood now. BLEUGH.

my internet connection went haywire yesterday, so i didn't go online the WHOLE day. sigh. sucky... watched ageha tour again... ARGH... like unfair much, my aunt is going japan in july, my uncle is going in august. ~>o<~

THAT'S THE TIME w-inds. ARE HAVING THEIR TOUR~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!! ><><><

un-fair-much-

sigh. then at night i went to raffles hotel to watch these kiddos perform. so ADORABLE~~~ they were from my province in china, so my mom was joking that if i stayed in china, i would be their 师姐. lol.

oh yea, there was this one little girl that looked like KAH HANG. ROFL!!!! XD

okok i got to go. watching documentary for ageha tour!~~

2007-05-11T18:46:00.000+08:00

i saw shawn lee!

THE shawn lee!!!

last night at lot 1, he was like standing less than 2m in front of me ordering dim sum! like OMG.

this kind of guys are going extinct here! he's a) freaking good-looking (singaporean standards) b) freaking good at sports c) considerably good at studies (ACJC) d) smashing attitude e) freaking RICH

sigh. i'm so disappointed in singaporean guys. totally.

today was the english paper, and for the first time, everyone had a good sleep. i slept for like, 45 mins. zzzzzzz...............................................

oh and spencer is my new dad. cos he gave my mom this ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE stuffed kitten. SO CUTE!!~~~~~~~ awwwww~~~~~ *cuddle*

su hang, vivian and i went to mcdonald's for lunch, and on the way these new town sec guys were.... asking vivian for her number. =.=" wth. weirdos. ugh. then we walked around, and they wanted to go vivo, but due to my very strict mother, i didn't go. sad huh? lol.

went shopping with my mom, and ow my feet. hurt much. ><

well only thing left now is chemistry and physics. ahhh expecting a C in physics anyway, so whatever. not caring. =.=

2007-05-10T18:10:00.000+08:00

BOO :)!!!!

MR LEE IS 71^3!!!! AHHH!!! math exam????

lost 10 marks already. ~ToT~ mr lee how can you set such a paper???? ~>o<~

71^3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

get ready, mr lee, cos angry pupils from 7 classes are gonna go assasinate you.

MWAHAHAHAHA~~~~ >=)

went to woodlands for lunch, at seoul garden... like omg so full. >< haha nothing much to say about that. oh yea, totally risked my LIFE buying this pack of w-inds. photos at comics connection.... like omg... but WORTH IT~~~~~!!!!

and yay!!! my mom didnt throw away my skirt!!! she just.... buried it at the bottom of my closet. (=.=)"...... but hey, i still have it!!! (^^)v

haha nevermind... i mean, it's not gonna make ANY difference, i'm still gonna be about as visible as Harry under his invisible cloak anyway, so whatever. (=.=)"

life sucks you know?

2007-05-09T18:06:00.000+08:00

ok fine. its concluded. everyone is flunking bio. darn.

geog was ok, so was music, but bio is horrible. ugh.

nothing more to say... maths tomorrow. i mean, ok im flunking bio already, so whatever. do i care about anything elsE?

NO~

go figure. gawd. life just keep getting worse.

flunk. flunk. flunk. oooh yea.

and i still cant decide what to wear!!!

last freaking chance man!!!!

now the only constant in my life, is keita. is it really bad to escape reality?

sigh. at least i like it. dream dream dream. stuff i cant get in real life, at least i can dream about getting them. oh yea.

by the way i LOVE this pic!!~~~ (^^)w

2007-05-07T14:09:00.000+08:00

ok im gonna announce something shocking...

*takes a deep breath*

i went to geylang for dinner last night. GEYLANG

G-E-Y-L-A-N-G

ok fine, dinner was nice, but we drove past 2 nightclubs *shiver* those people might as well dun wear anything. wth.

first time i felt ashamed to be a girl. those people are disgraces to the female population.

anyway, exams are coming!!! i already suffered its warth yesterday when my dad spent the entire afternoon talking about math and physics. oww my head. *sees stars*

and today, spent the whole morning doing revision for geog and bio. i already took 2 panadols. glycosaminoglycans. glomerulonephitris. ><

oh wait, something to be happy about, KEITA WAS ON THE RADIO YESTERDAY!!!!!

the song wasnt really nice, but who cares? KEITA WAS ON!!!!

*does war dance....*

well im considering going to tag on his blog, since now he's learning english, he will make an effort to read it. yay!!! \(^o^)/ maybe i'll ask him to come to singapore!!!

*does war dance again*

OH YEA LIFE IS SWEET~~~ in a sense, still deciding on whether i should.... erm nevermind.

BEHOLD KEITA'S AMAZING POWER TO LET YOU DIE DUE TO LOSS OF BLOOD!!!

2007-05-05T15:15:00.000+08:00

just got back from physics remedial. gawd. so scary....

got to school at around 9.15am, was shocked to see a couple of people there already... cos remedial doenst start until 10am. like whoa. didnt even eat breakfast. lol...

then started... argh got B- for the test! B-!!!!! >< im-a-so-gonna-kill-myself!!!! NO~~~~ quiz 3 i did ok... i guess. oh god. oh and yuki was one hour late. cool.

anyway remedial was crappy. after that went to mac with twinnie. asked,... someone to come but that person was waiting for his/her parents le, so nevermind. heh.

ok got to go send my bro for tuition. oh and good luck for everyone's exams!!!

one more thing, these two days are considerably nice... heh. life's not that bad anymore... or so i think... lol nevermind. keita's learning ENGLISH!!!! HEEX~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

so i dont have to bother to go learn jap!!!!

and he will still understand if i shouted 'keita you rock my world~~~ love ya!!!!'

LOL XD....

2007-05-04T14:14:00.000+08:00

today's exams were.... ok i guess. i mean hello its CHINESE do you EXPECT it to be HARD??? come on!!! anyway was almost late for school cos of the damned traffic jam. grr

compo was ok, i wrote like 5 pages of stuff. and i didnt bring a dictionary. gawd dr li said if you dont bring marks will be deducted like WTH!!! dudeeeee havent been bringing a dictionary since we were allowed to!!! LIKE HELLO??????????

anyway, after that had a 40 mins break. in which i spent most of the time freaking out cos joanne wrote 7 pages and i only wrote 5. 7~~~~~~~~!!!!!! ~><~ wth!!!!!!

paper 2 was ok, easier than i expected for the cloze, but harder for the comprehension. like whoa this is the only chinese paper until now that took me over an hour to finish. whoa. so yea, came home and my mom went out so the com is all mine. hehe.

argh seem to be cracking under pressure. wanna die man. don't know why... even cheating myself now isn't helping... maybe im just not cut out for it. argh.

2007-05-03T19:24:00.000+08:00

im so tired. so so so tired. no idea why. argh. exams are coming.... and i dunno why nowadays i keep having nightmares..... cant stand it anymore. ARGH ><

today... english we went through the mock test paper, so totally flunked it. then... i actually planned to spend recess refining the french oral with twinnie, but couldnt find her. argh. anyway, bio ended one hour early, and we got one hour free period before chinese, which sucked. i mean, hello, ewin and i were playing hangman!!! lol. the 102s more shuang, 3 hour free period cos they didnt have IS. shuang right??? argh...

didnt feel like eating anything at lunch... wanted to sleep... the rain was comforting though, cooling... and calming... sigh. isnt it beautiful? anyway, im gonna flunk french. yay. while waiting for the french oral, twinnie and me went to annoy yuki and daniel, who were getting their punishment from the chinese teacher. until the chinese teacher actually came and scolded yan sheng and joanne, who were also there. i was smart enough to leave before the teacher came. heh.

but still, im gonna flunk french. yay.

gawd i think im finally getting sick of the suckiness of life. but if the world didnt suck, we would all fall off! but now... i'd rather fall off. seriously. i cant stand it anymore... life sucks. why cant it be like in the fairytales??? princess meet prince beat monster happily ever after???

wanna die.

sorry guys no pic today. using the desktop...

2007-05-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

argh im getting a major headache. dont ask why. gotten one everyday since start of this week. ACCCCK, so feel like dying. wished i could.

today was damn damn damn free. after assembly, we found out we didnt have any programmes planned for that day, so one hour free period. after that went to the hall for mentoring session, where mr png and ms lim talked about some stuff. then 3 hrs free period, which was spent promtly reading cin's group of evil and crapping in the com lab. i know, i know, i should be studying, but hell, i cant. too preoccpied. and cin's book is quite nice. although the guys are like gangsters but they have a nice side too. heh. usually a nice side to GIRLS. in chinese: 英雄难过美人关 XD...

lunch was ok, went to watch again, though we saw some.... weird stuff. like yuki getting assaulted... lol. gays. IP was fun for once. oh god slap me i cant believe i just said that. we watched the concepts of making matrix (which until now i still have no idea what it is about) and this movie called minority report. WAY cool. though the sex scene was.... er... nevermind. but hey, it was cool! this old lady kissed TOM CRUISE. GRR. lol but i would be more angry if it was keita. heh. and the old lady was saying something about 3 pre-cogs (which are people that predict the future)... and she said the smarter one was the female!!! ROCK ON!!!! every girl started cheering at this point. hehe well said old lady!!!

before french i hung out at the canteen, and hoho we found jon's file on the table!!! me, being nice, went to give it to him at the basketball court. lol. jon you have VERY nice handwriting. hear the sarcasm. heh.

and oh yea baby got highest in class for french test 2!!! 94!!! (^^)v i rock!!! met kah hang, derek and this random person who knew yong kiat at the bus stop. and OMFG kah hang is taller than me!!! AHH >< since when the hell did he grow so much??? ahh!!!! >< nevermind...

ok gotta go study for french now!! berbaiix. oh gawd i sound so bitchy. nevermind bye!!!

2007-05-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

well today cant say im really happy, though i didnt have to go to my parents friends house alone, cos christy also came. thank god. but wth they stay all the way at punggol. and my parents gladly lost their way on the way there. so yea, it took us about an hour to get there. wth.

over there... omg kids raiding. SO. MANY. LITTLE. KIDS. ahh!!!!!!

so noisy. so mad. so... stuffy. thats cos of the house itself.

ahhhh... food wasnt really nice, except for dessert. heheh not really sure what that was. hmm. and anyway, until now i still dunno who is the owner of the house. wow.

nothing much to say, except... freak i havent finished geog yet. SCREAM. hack.

2007-04-30T18:49:00.000+08:00

well today, i cant really say it was nice. i mean dude, we 101s totally got our butts kicked at the inter class captain's ball. AHHH!!! so pai seh!!! we lost every single game we played, 102 won every single game they played. 102 is expected lah, with jeremy, jonathan, yuki and jun xiong the basketball dudes, and stacy and vivien the netballers. haix. and cheryl, although you beat me at sports, i still beat you at EVERY other subject. accept it. been like that since p2! (^^)v

what else, i think its either due to the monday blues or the fact we got our butts kicked, but everyone was darn quiet through most of the lessons. haix. probably due to monday blues. sigh. argh splitting headache.....

ASGians FOREVER....

2007-04-29T13:48:00.000+08:00

argh. i so hate the new blogger.

why???????

cos the damn freaking skin doesnt work. even one freaking problem also not accepted.

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway. shall post the prob here if anyone can fix it. very much appreciated!!!

Your template could not be parsed as it is not well-formed. Please make sure all XML elements are closed properly.
XML error message: The element type "body" must be terminated by the matching end-tag "".

anyone can help????? PLEASE?????

2007-04-27T16:31:00.000+08:00

life: infinity

me: 0

oh yea, life officially striked out again today. the people taking jap are going to japan!!!

JAPAN!!!

TOKYO DISNEYLAND!!!

NHK STUDIOS!!!

~>o<~

WHY~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-26T18:52:00.000+08:00

summing up today... hectic.

morning was almost late for school cos there was a stupid jam on clementi road. then, english was boring. everyone was rushing bio homework during recess. and then... bio was... nothing to say. we learnt what goes in, now we're learning what comes out. OOOOOooooo.

lunch was spent studying. shock huh??? cos now my favourite passtime is now ruined by jonathan, i cant enjoy it anymore. yea. life sucks.

then... geog... nothing. math test was ok, actually think i can score high. >< not sure though. french teacher revised for exam with us. and what else? oh yea. my grandpa is in hospital. cancer. i cant believe it.

why. is. the. world. treating. me. so. unfairly.

2007-04-25T16:32:00.000+08:00

hmm what's there i gotta say?

i got second in class for geog!!! yay me!! lol. higest in cohort was 22.5 upon 25, in 102, gawd that person is a genius man... bleh. i got 17.

anyway, today was eventful. quite. i think... well morning... yada yada... english, nah. geog was nice, ms chen dragged on into chinese, when we found out ms liu wasn't in school! \(^o^)/ but then dr li came, and yea we got homework. ooooh yea... haix. teachers...

went for lunch... favourite pastime again, today they were.... damn paiseh. sigh. nothing much to say. lol... went to the physics lab, and we found out we didn't have IS!!!

2 hours free period!!! *throws confetti!* \(^o^)/

continued watching, and saw something that... err. nevermind. its between me and my mind.

before math these 107 girls were hanging our near our class. turns our charmaine likes soh jie. >< gawd wipe your specs girl!!! math ended 25mins early, and i went to watch the 102s do their greek mythology thingy. well didn't get to see astro boy's, but saw wen sin's lol... so CUTE~~~~~ hehe...

so yea... oh shit havent finished bio!!!

2007-04-24T12:36:00.000+08:00

NUSH IS OFFICIALLY OPEN!!!!!!

*CHEERS....*

lol... anyway yesterday morning was spent at home doing homework and cin was screaming at me cos i told her i didn't have to go to school till 4. XDXDXD got to school half alive cos it was raining like there was no tomorrow... lol... anyway, got to school with my shoes all wet ><... and was surprised to see all the uniformed groups there. but i was gonna find out what they were there for in a while...

went to the audi to crap before the rehearsal before teh performace.... gregory returned my $1, and... went out to get some water with cheryl, who stopped outside the audi to tease a certain soemone of his scouts uniform... XD... nevermind, completely irrelevent... then... went to assemble in the hall, and i found out what the uniformed groups were there for...

serve the student =). cos the scouts were there bringing up the packed dinners and water... lol XD...

finally it was time for the show! katrina had her hair done up REALLY cool... then blah blah... the PET rocket couldn't be launched using the chemical fire, so the guy passed a pair of scissors to the minister to cut the string... lol paiseh!!! XDXDXD what happened next was a BLAST!!!

FIREWORKS. ROCKETS. IN THE AUDI!!!!!!!!

that was SO COOL~~~~. anyway. the show went well, our performance too. hehe we got louder applause than the school orchestra! XDXDXD.... hmm what else? oh ya, skunk forgot his lines!!! lol... and everyone started dancing at the end of Celebration. after that, pack up pack up, then went to the hall for dinner. dinner sucked. totally. they call the stuff they gave us food. ACK....

well that sums it up! hehe... today i finished my homework (most of it anyway). and... yea chionging geog now... buh bye...

2007-04-22T10:27:00.000+08:00

yo~~~~

well sorry for the emotional breakdown in the last post, too much on my mind, so many problems yet to find solutions. UGGGGGGH

yesterday went better than i thought, not that sian anyways. went to school in my formal cos i didn't bother to bring it to change. found my sis already in the audi. then we went to the canteen to stock up for the long and boring rehearsal, which didn't turn out to be that boring anyway.

skipping the rehearsal part, you guys will find out what happens on monday anyway. lol XD.... just know that its gonna be a blast! at least for people in the auditorium anyway, not sure about the hall. XDXDXD mealtime entertainment also provided!!! rehearsed like mad, and then came the fun bit.

since everyone was in black formal, we became THE C.O. MAFIA!!! LOL XD.... we went out to mac for dinner, although the school kindly packed for us. haha... it was very fun, i think the people in mac were a bit taken aback when they saw us going in. i mean, how often do you see a bunch of teenagers wearing black going into a fast food restraunt all at once? lol...

well here are the offical rankings:
qian cheng- lao da (cos he looks the most like lao da)
gregory- lao er(dunno why)
ah beng- lao san
viven lau, vivien ang, su chang, me and zhu xing- newbies

mwahahaha let our reign of terror begin!!! okay okay being lame, lol...

what else??? oh yea, we being evil, crashed the school orchestra during the school song. every two lines we would hit the cymbals together, until one point when dr wong came over to scream at us. XDXDXDXD hey but it adds an oriental feel to the school song!!! we are in a multi-racial commmunity right???

haha. anyway, look forward to monday, its gonna be one heck of a day...

PARRRRRTAY!!!!!!!!!!!

lol... anyway, one thing to be extremely happy about....

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHEONIX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL IN ONE SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOSH LIFE ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!

ok today will be an exception. HARRY POTTER PICs!!!

the trio through the years. innocent lil year ones...

growing up year twos....

year three....

four...

and finally, what we'll see in year five.

CATCALLS!!!!

sigh. we'll always remember him as the young, bespectacled wizard who is 'the chosen one' or 'the boy who lived'.... harry potter rules!!!

2007-04-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

well, maybe i'll leave the sad bit till the end, and talk about yesterday first.

well yesterday... let's see. bio was fun, well i dunno if you condsider smashing up liver and mutton fun. but anyway. lol. chinese was sucky. don't need to say more. french was whatever, and rehearsal was SIAN. SIANN!!!!

went shopping at night for my formal clothes. didnt get them, but i bought half blood prince and predictions for deathly hallows!!! XDXDXD so happy!!! but i didn't know yesterday that the happiness isn't gonna last.

maybe i'm writing so little cos im frustrated, i dunno.

today... the mentoring session was quite nice i guess. the movie was damn nice!!! lol... anyway, music was wahtever too. physics was whatever. nothing else to say. im just frustrated. most of my mind is occupied on this matter. i cant get it out of my head!!! exams are coming!!! i cant possibly think of this when exams are around!!!

it was during lunch when ewin told me the... thing. i covered my heart. but maybe thats why it hurts so much now. and after talking to someone a while later it proved the... matter.

maybe i shouldn't torture myself like that. maybe im just stupid that i can't accept it and move on. maybe im so naive that i believe theres always a chance. maybe i should just give up. move on. get a LIFE. and stop the torturing.

its not only my problem! why does he keep leading me on? making me think there is actually a chance? making me fall deeper? and then telling me he likes someone else? maybe i can stop now. maybe i can. but... its too har now. guys are such IDIOTS. just cos you have the emotional span of a spoon, it doesn't mean everyone does!

quoted from coolbuddy.com.

the problem with loving you is watching you love someone else.

2007-04-18T10:03:00.000+08:00

im gonna die.

im gonna die.

DIE!!!!

im gonna go get myself a coffin after school....

im gonna flunk maths.... totally.

aaaaaaargggggggggggh

how am i supposed to know if the sum of a rational and an irrational number gives a rational number?>??? wth!!!

well apart from that, mentoring session was fun. it think. i guess. lol. nevermind.

2007-04-17T15:28:00.000+08:00

heyya!!! today was... nothing much to say really. english went well, the play i mean... lol it was quite funny, but i shan't put the script here, cos i'm mean. XDXDXD

oh ya yuki in case you don't know, your new hairstyle really make you look like astro boy. haha.

hmm what else? oh ya me and su hang found a new pasttime. watching, critising on the guys' basketball skills. lol. just go on the stairs near the basketball court and look. very very very clear view. lol...

and mona PLEASE stop fliting.

hmm... what else? all guys in school are gay. totally.

2007-04-16T17:30:00.000+08:00

200th post!!!!!!!!!

WHEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

lol nevermind... didn't really feel like i had my blog for that long. oh well. lol.

let's see, anything happen yesterday? no... nothing much, except me watching mei mei sees mtv on (surprise surprise) MTV, and i heard lee hom's kiss you goodbye, jolin's jia zhuang, and stephanie sun's wo huai nian de. sigh. three sad songs in a row. wow. and jia zhuang hit me in the gut. its too perfect. TOO PERFECT. ugh. the whole story... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too coincidencial. ugh.

today we had our final swimming lesson. well at first the instructor was there teaching us freestyle. when he found out we were just too slacky, he gave up. lol. then we went to play. haha.... and i am certified prone to injuries. arrrrrrrrgh.

i was already walking over the overhead bridge when i realised i left my swimming costume back at the pool. so me being mean, dragged amanda to go back and get it with me, and a horrific sight came...

yuki. piggybacking. jeremy.

cheryl you better watch out. XDXDXDXDXDDDDDDDDD

anyway in school, nothing much else, very sian today. well vivian and i decided to make an interaction corner for 101 and 102. lol!!! and after school, because of the darling rain, i was stuck in school. and su hang gladly slipped and spilled her hot chocolate on a few of us. yay me.

ahh well nothing else. going out for dinner later, buh bye

2007-04-15T15:20:00.000+08:00

another sunday,another week passed. parents are out now, i've been on the com since 12.30. oh yay...

sigh. its not like hell has frozen over, why do i feel like dying now???

just when i thought we were going somewhere, you turned away...

without a note, without a sound...

just gone...

anyway here's the nicest song i find inside journey.

Milky Way
yozora wo egaku ryuusei KIMI mo mita kana?
tatoe keshiki ga chigattemo sora wa tsunagatteru
te wo nobashi sou, KIMI no na wo
yonde mita
--
The falling star that drew the night sky Did you see it?
Say even if the scenery was different, the sky connects us
I held out my hand Yes, and tried calling
your name

aitakute furerarenakute
kono namida kawa ni natta
jyougen no tsuki yo SORA ni kakari
KIMI no TONARI e to tsuredashite yo
--
I want to see you I can't touch you
These tears turned into a river
The crescent moon hanging from the sky
Take me to your side

tsunoru omoi ga KOKORO wo umetsukushiteru
nani wo saisho ni iouka erabenai kurai
--
My ever increasing thoughts is burying my heart by all means
Such that I can't even choose what to say first

Ah... sono kotae wa
sou, KIMI no me ga oshiete kureta
--
Ah... that answer
yes, your eyes told me

kotoba yori hayaku KIMI wo dakiyosetai...
hanashitaku wa nai
--
Faster than words, I want to hold you close...
I don't want to let you go

arifureta ai jyanakute
2(futa)ri dake no eien ima tsudzuritainda
--
This is no ordinary love
I want to continue our own eternity now

hanarete maibyou goto ai ga fuete yuku kara
One more time... tsugi ni au hi made
Say-Good-Bye...
--
Because every second we are apart my love increases
One more time... until the next day we meet
Say-Good-Bye

EPIROOGU mukaetara
seiippai no egao okurou
kagiri aru TOKI no naka de
kodoku no kazu tsuyoku natte
mata aimashou
--
If we welcome the epilogue
I'll send it off with the best smile I can muster
Within this limited time
I'll become stronger whenever there is loneliness
Let's meet again

really a beautiful song... the first time i heard it i almost cried.... those who want it i can forward to u...

2007-04-14T18:09:00.000+08:00

hey guys.

im just bored now. okay FINE i should be studying, but seriously i cant. ugh. too tired.... and bored.

maybe im just a born slacker, so yea, whatever. lol.

spent some time reading through my diary yesterday. hmph... miss the old days man, the times spent cheering cos ms wang didn't come to school. the times spent watching karan got out to get mrs A when she storms out. the times playing WHACKO!!!

i know those times have left me forever, but the memories would stay forever.

what i want now, is something i had, i lost, and can nevr have again....

2007-04-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

yo~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday was the most AMAZING day since i had come to NUSH.

why????

-undisclosed matter-

hehehehehe!!!!!!!! XP it's a small matter, but hey, its IMPORTANT. SIGNIFICANT. BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED SINCE I CAME TO NUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehe!!!!! haha okay nevermind. anyway, gonna fail french test. haix didn't really study. hmm nothing much else happened, shall skip to today.

morning.... crap crap crap. then... oh ya im gonna fail physics too. haaaaix. im gonna DIE. today is DEFINETELY friday the THIRTEENTH. not only am i gonna fail physics, and what i expected to happen today did not happen, so yea. lol.

rehearsals were BORING. totally. speech day is gonna be FUN~~~~ yea right. ugh. okay going to meet my darlings now. buh bye!!!!

and one more thing. YESTERDAY WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-12T09:01:00.000+08:00

hey guys. tried to post yesterday, but something was wrong with blogger, so yea, im posting today.

shall start from tuesday. hmmm... lunch was fun, as we came up with the even newer, even crazier, even more twisted family tree. ooooo yea.... IS was fun too, last day that we played with glue. did i mention we cooked spaghetti in water that has glue in it??? lol and we tried to make yan sheng eat it. LOL

yesterday's chem test was quite hard i guess. didn't know a few questions. argh, may die... mentoring session was FUN!!!! we made a domino chain!!! all the way from 101 till 107. us being the head, had the liberty of forming any formation we wanted!!! lol in the end we did a 101 formation, which was quite cool. and we were the first to connect with the other class. ooo yes!!! lol the domino falling wasnt really that successful though, but hey, it was FUN!!!!

to round off the whole thing, we made a human domino chain! and guess who's the link between 101 and 102???? yes people, none other than EWIN and JONATHAN!!!!!!! the sad thing is that the mentor teacher of 102 sat between them.... NO~~~~~~~ but to make myself happy cheryl sat with jeremy. lol!!!

got chased out of the com lab yesterday, cos mr tan was having lessons in here, and he walked in while i was watching hana kimi. oh shit man. hope he didn't see. IP was fun, i ALMOST didn't want to leave for rehearsal. we were playing with clay, making 'prototypes' of bicycle handlebars... lol i made a voodoo doll, and yuxiang cut its head off. ahh well. it was supposed to be derek anyway.

the nan hua people came over for their sports day, and conclusion: 1)nan hua has way more eye candy than us 2) ngo kah hang is deaf and still flirty. haix.... people just can't change.

rehearsals were sian. totally. the dance was nice lah, but ours sucked. hello i can play three THREE bloody instruments and i DOWNGRADE to drums. fish fish fish. ugh. whyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee??????????

blogger this time u better work.

2007-04-10T09:06:00.000+08:00

well i went to get my singaporean citizenship thingy yesterday. dunno why my mom is so pissed about it, i don't think of it as losing my nationality, i think of it as gaining a new one. ahh well.

got back to school.... what happened arh??? well lunch was fun. i mean sorry ewin, but you and jon are just soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute together!!!! lol XDXDXD and oh did i mention jonathan called cheryl mrs soon? soon hao jing or someone else arrhx????? XDXDXDXDXDXDXD

hmm anything else??????????? well went online... then... wait nothing much else!!!

juz found this pic i was like OMFG!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-08T16:41:00.000+08:00

hey guys!!! friday... let's see. hmm at around 6.50 my handphone alarm went off. me being stupid, climbed out of bed groping for my uniform. after realising it was a holiday (which took a while) i laid back down and slept till 11am. (^_^;)harhar....

did my pile of homework, then got dragged to sentosa by my dear parents. haix. damn boring, except for dinner at vivo city (^^)V haha..... the new musical fountain was quite nice i guess, fireworks and stuff. and a dancing fish. XD. but the sad and WORST part is..... i missed j n k pop, in which they played the mv of SUPER LOVER cos they didn't have a mv for w-inds. singles megamix. BLOODY HELL!!!! SUPER LOVER ON TV!!!! KEITA's BIG BUT STILL FREAKING GOOD LOOKING FACE ON TV..... KEITA BLOODY HELL WINKING TO YOU!!!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG I HATE MY PARENTS MAN. ugh. going mad.

yesterday woke up at eight to go for my pipa lesson. nevermind that, what is important is the concert at night!!!! got stuck on the AYE for a while, but still reached on time. tried to call cheryl to inform her her BOYFRIEND (yet to be) was there already. XDXDXD.

okay the solo guy was pretty good i guess. the ones who played better were super EMO. totally man..... the songs were nice. and the soloist and the conductor after going backstage, came out every five seconds for another bow..... the third time they came out they started playing again. ARGH. so the concert dragged on till about 10, and i got home around 11. GAWD.

and i juz found out we don't need to hand up the chem worksheet until friday. (_ _)||| argh........

almost forgot the pic!!!! XDXDXD keita and ryuichi acting like IDIOTS
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